Poker cards

While I went to sleep, I saw my poker cards which my mother given for me as a present when I was a little child. I like poker, nobody knew why, I also did not know.
I could say when a person play poker with others, he just play but never find the knowledge of them.
I remembered one day I ask my father, ’What is the thing in the King’s hand?’
Father looked strange with answer, ’Who will notice that?’
‘I know, it is a knife, a really long knife.’ I smiled,’ There is a flower in the Queen’s hand.’
‘This is not important for know to you. You must know how to earn more money, not always think something without logical.’
‘But this is the knowledge, right? Why nobody know, it shows I take care of others.’
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I wonder why no people know my feelings of doing things. That is just like the prime numbers. I like this, it seemed so interesting. Maybe the creator will happy as I notice this. People should change their minds of thinking this.
When I was small, the teacher let us to recite alphabet from A to Z. But I recited that from Z to A. But it is also a way of memory, right?
ZYX WVU TSR QPO MNL KJI HGFE DCBA
Can you do that?
I think most of you can not. I asked my father ready, he also said could not. Do not think I am crazy. I am smart, really smart!